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Mountain Ash Carpark

by The Crop Tops

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perfect seyda adore this. listen every day 😇thank you and please make more 🙏 Favorite track: Praise the Ratbags.
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1.
Can you put on the perfect song We'll stay together here all day long Just mending our bruises And watching the sun go down We don't have to pretend to care Everything is just bullshit And that's how we like it Light up the world with a nervous smile "Everything is fucked but I think we're gonna survive it" And now everything we loved is gone All we can do is keep on keeping on I hope this lasts forever And I hope you don't mind We don't have to pretend to care Everything is bullshit And that's how we like it Light up the world with a nervous smile "Everything is fucked but I think we're gonna survive it"
2.
I caught the bus home from detention just the other day Half an hour in the quiet of my headphones But I got home to the kicking and the screaming And stopped forgetting what it did to me And Daniel said that he would meet me round the corner And I waited there but no-one ever showed A Stranger stared at me and said I shouldn't be here So I just got up and went home If there was any part of me That anybody could love Id just sit around and smile And forget all the things that I've lost And at last I'm gonna be okay And all my friends cut out a piece of me and ate it And they asked me why I'm upset And I looked desperately to find some kind of quiet That I just haven't found quite yet And Daniel said that I was special and he meant it In a stupid kind of way But I know someday that I really will be special There'll be no-one in my way
3.
I Was Wrong 02:01
I got up by mistake Walked around a while but Without you, I am just some panic Some isolated panic I up walked to the lake And waited for the sun to rise And I don't want to think about tommorow There's nothing good about tommorow So I sit And wait and take in all this space And I'm lost I am lost I am lost I headed past the bus stop To a place where I could barely breathe And I still can't believe how nervous I was My heart was thumping and I thought I'd blast off To space Where I thought I heard your name But I was wrong I was wrong I was wrong
4.
Pay respect to all the maggots Pay respect to all the ratbags And pay respect to those who have t got the nerve And pay respect to your bad habits Stick around to see the fireworks Stick around to see the sun And I'm sorry that you didn't get to be young Lets be young, Lets be young, Lets be young, Lets be young, Well it's okay to feel frustrated Or a little overwhelmed And It's okay if they don't understand you There's going to be someone who understands you Pay respect to the survivors And pay respect to all your friends And pay respect to all your nightmares And hope that they do not come real in the end Stick around to see the fireworks Stick around to see the sun And I'm sorry that you didn't get to be young Lets be young, Lets be young, Lets be young, Lets be young,
5.
I walk downstairs into my backyard With my head spinning No trust any more For anybody at all And I'd give anything at all To be less lonely No fight anymore Big rain about to fall But I am up and about And I'm gonna shout That there is blood in my mouth I guess I'll just spit it out I caught myself endlessly staring Into my reflection Trying to work myself out And get my feet on the ground And as the days start drifting by I am a disaster And I cry and I pout And I try to hide out But I'm up and about And I'm gonna shout That there is blood in my mouth I guess I'll just spit it out
6.
Next door there's an old house A few doors down one burnt down My old house got bought out And the landlord tore it down Next doors sitting empty It's been like that two years Hills hoyst sitting in the backyard That hasn't been touched for years And some of us Have nowhere left to go Where will I go? There's not enough time in the day But sometimes there's to much And I'm tired of just sitting around Waiting for my life to start Some people keep waiting Some people give up Some people go crazy just wondering When will I be enough And some of us Have nowhere left to go Where will I go? Yeah some of us Have nowhere left to go Where will I go?
7.
I think we should give up on each other I think we should work out what comes next We feel pretty lonely around each other We both know that this is for the best There’s nothing good about tomorrow There’s nothing good about tomorrow I hope you love all of the people who you’ve outgrown There’s nothing good about tomorrow Driving back home’s a lonely job Seeing old friends is a lonely job I hope you learn to love the place where you are from The bus ride home’s a lonely one There’s nothing good about tomorrow There’s nothing good about tomorrow I hope you love all of the people who you’ve outgrown There’s nothing good about tomorrow

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This was supposed to get made 3 years ago. I finally worked up the courage to just make it finally.

I hope you like it,
Take care

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released March 3, 2022

All songs written in 2019 and performed in 2022 by Deirdre Kennedy

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The Crop Tops Melbourne, Australia

Trans Folk-Punk based in Naarm.
Made for Ratbags

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